My new heaven is Your new heaven.

im sick of crying over hearts
screaming for hips, & compresing my words against
your untouched lips;; that was a quick 7min makeout session
i think i'll take another...make it double luck.
i don't think i've been so serious lately...
so try me with your best lines,and see how many times you score home.

my hips hurts, you pulled them too close this time
you went to far, i don't know if i'm really his.
im drowing in my own pity river, practicing my
coarse lines for a long open window overseas at 12midnight, with a little bit of stagefright, but im sure i can deal. i can surely deal, im a sure deal

the only thing i love about you is your eyes
and the only thing i love and love is the lies
it's so stuckup, it sticks up for itself, but i
can't consider a friend in such, so im just a
black letter on the side of a bus ...

you made me believe i was the one, but i soon came to realize
i was not just that; im a better melody than you could ever listen to
you just haven't gotten enough sense to participate in 'fives.


i got 'baptized' in my pwn self pity, good luck with that one. i'll see you in a new heaven

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i've gotten a bloody knee, and i can't stand to look at it. i cannot keep my eyes open. i wanted to give you the world, but there was no one to confirm it with, because the world is lonely. always has, and always will be. the only thing you haven't noticed yet is you are the world to me, and i have nobody to talk to when i want you to understand, so this ship will stay afloat, as i sink down slowly, becoming your only one

goldengoldengolden

" I knew that the lights of the city were too heavy for me...... "

Tell me again, and refresh my schmemory.

He said I think I'm gonna make an author my second job if this doesn't work out, and he did. He made work his number 1 priority, pushed everything else aside, and let money take over. Who ever said money is a bad thing? whoever said money is a bad thing only said that because they didn't have any of their own. He wanted to be a singer, but he screamed too much, his vocals went numb. I want to be just like you, is what we wanted to hear his son say. His son isn't any more responsible than he was, but atleast his son made his way through life without pulling out the positives to compare to the negatives, no. he just came straight out and let it out. i read this book called " Lullaby" and i srsly thought i slept through it. I think i can fly along with the front cover..and hopefully land on my back. your eyes help me see the faces of our loved ones, and the faces of our loved ones are long gone. Double click my X's goodbye, and hope you see it before you die

Yer a diamond in the rough,
Yer the backseat of my truck
Youll learn to face the music,
With the high pitched face you have
And if you wanna get down to brass tacks
We can do that

we got handwritings on our walls, and i knew youd break my fall
into 600 pieces, or more depending on the pressure.
Hit the hay, babe. Im STILL a sight for sore eyes.
dont jinx me, just fix me until my sight is the brightest light.

you took my body and soul apart, and since yer convinced
im a prince entering rehab. relapse, tonight. this hotel is getting colder
we haven't paid in full, so we're more like eskimos now. i love your emotions
and the ones you don't have. i know yer feeling down, so just move a little further
and im sure youll feel the temperature amend.

the boy in chicago knows exactly what i know
love is the sickest thing anyone could witness
these yellow 'jackets' feel more like a garment
you must have forgot that i can be charming
dont try it, if you know you wont fit this
shade it darker and to the left.. make me similar to snow.

If you learn to love it, you might like it
you can live without me for th rest of your lives
youre a fool, now everybody's asking me
smeel sweeter now than last night, and i swear
i'll conduct your heartstrings for loves brothers

you couldn't consider me emotional, just because im there sometimes. i have bad habits, just like any other scent of you. bring me closer to you, and itll seem further than forever. i cant take this, and i cant shake it. im stuck here all alone because you hit rock bottom. i smacked the lips of a natural bliss, & i punched the face in the red & blue [skin+] beating birds and shooting hearts, has never looked so rad, but i know this way i can show you how im bad. i drafted your essays, and they still got full credit. im not like you, but im trying my hardest..just like last night. i tried my hardest, and it wasn't the first time either. we can't seem to get it right, and im just giving up until you find a way to get it yourself. get it together yourself. get yourself together. work me til i cry. cry until i work for you. this isnt working for us... and it's about time we worked together, i thought i was all by myself with your tears collected in a crystal ....

Smile, Empty Soul

man vs. nature has never been so surreal
i see you in first person, but you finish in a narration
i swear i saw you last night in the corner, crying your eyes out
but maybe it was the shadow of a once-in-a-life-time dream
if you were so sick of love songs, youd stop convincing me to expel them.

i cant believe this night has gone so fast, sinec a bird on a tree top
fell before it actually dropped, & a cat in the hat is a pat on the back.
lost soul, lost soul, lost soul. dont remember to forgive me about forgetting your future.
it wasnt my type of job but sure as hell got hired

You set me up FOR GOOD>>>

Back to Back, Hands up High
Cross my Eyes, My heart has Died
Get on your knees only if you please
Cross my heir, only if you dare
I thought i cried my eyes out last night
but then i woke up and i was all together again

Picture me disturbing, & puncture me in perfect
It's a long drive home, and i wide range of my mind
I'm healthy for you, but im not in the same shade.
azul and a bullie is a fully equipped heart in the bottom of a pool

hardcore? sophomore. I'm on top, yer going down
sock it to me, baby and i'll sock it right back to you.
cover me up, so you can't see all my faces.
flip me over, roll them back, sugar sweet, repeat routine.
don't ask me about being famous, just ask my other mirror,
because from now on, im a helpless teen with less skin.

This blood is mine ....

is it awkward silence?
or just dead like us?

don't sound so much like me....
.... im conceited, i got a reason

Moderate sprinkles, and a microphones singer.

I forgive you, I'm on your side.
Just for tonight, don't take my pride
My light is on, don't pretend you can't see it
I'm on with it, but not as smart and outstanding
I got my gift in return, the thing i wanted back was
a brand new antique. but whatever you say goes as it sinks.

I am, I am a cheater.
I'm not, I'm not a mischief man
I'm just a home theater
I hit home, and still missed scarred.

Pink razors, so old. New favors, so cold
I'm rich and jealous, a bitch and famous
Surely , I cause scenes for the bold
Make my opportunity useless, and make all of them hate us.

I deserved love in a shotglass, not an hourglass
You know you could do better than my left bedside
But you said it feels like home, so I let you pack your stuff.
It's still trying to hide, but you evidently played too rough.
Thnk you fr yer spprt. I'm in god's hands now.. no, seriously
It's stuck to my tongue, and it's screaming for me and my touch
but I can't fucking give it to you if you screamed your way back home

Backseat, just fxck me. Jack sheets, must confront me.

Try me, and I bet you will make me look like a first-aid kit.

i guess the only thing i can do now is stand
on top and scream out disgusting gossip about
how you are a bad kisser, and im no longer a bad tipper
you say you're still wanting this continuum, but im still saying
i want you continually. make my lips turn ruby red .....

blues eyes. true lies, they're all in the book but the thing
is i can't believe you, because the glare is distracting.
we can pair off, so when i touch you, i can feel it too
the longer you can wait, the more my neck is through

say my name, and i'll say the word. you meant so much
to him, but this meant everything to me. i'm a sip-sipper
i can't be less than this creature, but not more. i'm only around 3
i'm still doing you in this chapter, and it's a distinctive hand touch

Drop my heart, and nobody else gets hurt. It's all mine,

since when could love pass asa suicide attempt.
and when could i slit your wrists, and you could slit mine?
i never knew you were so desperate for attention, and i never knew
you looked so good in black. and i thought since you left, you weren't coming back.
but i guess i joked too much. or played around too much. or just laughed one for one

yer just a fxck up, and im a screw up that screws around til i get screwed in the ass, so shut the fuck up, and fix the loose screws in fucked up yer head

i honestly don't give a shit aboutthe look in your eyes. i only careabout the feeling of you topless

i don't kno what this is, so if you questions... i won't know the answers. =! m clueless

Hairdresser on Fire

you're always so busy, busy scissors.
vini reilly

The mood I'm in is undescribable

we were perfect together, we just lacked perfect timing
you were never in my top 5, 8, 10, or 100
it's really not a big deal, get over it. you disgust me
im not a myspace whore, but you apparently are. you're addicted
to it like cocaine, and im not that deadly. im sure im high up in the clouds,
but im not it. i tagged you weeks before you started turning my stomach
into 5 pieces, ups and downs, lefts and rights, and the disco-turn while you're
at it. im not a joke anymore, and you can't be mine. i don't want you because you're
you, i don't want you because im me. you aren't my type, but im faster at you and your
lack thereof. don't talk about me behind my back, because i can hear you. i can hear you
when you aren't thinking of me, and i can see you in my bed , dead, with a bullet in your head
and don't think i didn't want to do this a long time ago. i was just too fucking small to get up and talk

shemmix, i guess

I'm sure if I smiled a little more, your eyes would have twitched
more than usual. You know this isn't me, but then again, who is it? I'm not sure what I am, where I'm from, or what I'm doing here, but you are the only person who wants me here, and since I can't accept that fact, I'm a long shot runner, with a bad habit of seeing through things.
You think your heart aches? Try mine, babe. You haven't seen the worst me, and I have surely felt the worst of you. I'm no longer a verb, but I'm not an adjective. You know I only talked to you if I was trying to get my point across. You are such a wuss, and this time, I'll check first to see if I can help.

You continue to make me listen to you, but I don't understand your language. I can't see you now, but i know he's in here somewhere. I can smell him, and I can see you. I'm sorry you had to witness this all, but it's just like the olden days when i had no clue what to wear to bed, what to say on the phone, and last, not of course not the least, how to tell your heart " i have one of my own" and that's that, it's a wrap. So im sorry you witnessed all this, but then I guess if you hadn't, you wouldn't honestly know the true me.

If I have to watch you crumble, the only thing left is to build you back up.

I don't like your friends, I think they are entirely over rated.
They only want you for protection, but when things get hard, it's left up to you.
I'm not one to get scared over scary images, but I've never seen something as harmful as your pages in my journal.
It tastes like a heart, and it looks like a dark , cold, room.
I'm gonna roam around, until i find space for this moon.

I miss every single star i wished on every night
Now that you left, I guess they got lonely.
This was all an okay, let's go. A big sigh, and a big one
I'm left alone, like a ridged book. So leave me alone, I can't stand you to look.

Thank you for the update, I can finally say I've been warned
I'm in a warm position, but it gets cold all of a sudden
Can you tell me why my eyes bleed? or why my ears seem to talk?
I'm not here for the walk, i'm just here for the stalk.
Can you still hear me calling your forgotten name, in a gutless shame? Ah, maybe not.

Im guessing you wanted to tell me the answer is No

i was dreaming about someones death
when it all came down to this.
I was thinking about a time in rest
when it all came down to bliss.
I'm hoping you're hopeful about my
reasons to quit. but im not even standing,
and im not up for this

since when was love a part from me
and when was i a breath at sea
im not over it yet, im just working my way
to the edge.
since when could i make it , and still love you
i can't kiss with my lips, if you know what i mean

A couple no's and a couple knows that it's
worth the two , and the 4 later on.
In a quiet place, I can see you in the dark
but as the night comes. im not exactly that spark
that you needed before, but i dislike the past itself

i really can't take it, you know i really can't.
i could before, but i held it up all for you
and this was all for you, you just listened for a first
when i told you to close your eyes and imagine us...

HELP NEEDED, not wanted, but needed

i honestly don't know what to do.
this is extremely confusing, and it's hard to decide.
i love you both, and you both want the opposite.
i want the opposite of what you want
and i can't stand when it comes down to situations like this.
you know i hate these, so why do you insist on making
me the center of this scenario?
i hate attention when it comes from you, and i love it when you give it when i don't need it. im a helpless prick, and a stuck-up stick. im a worthless piece, and a gentle peace.
whatever.

xxo

okay, sir

get inside me, it suits whores like you well
im underneath your friends , and i like it thereI AM who i am, so i guess IM A THREAT

Freestyle typing, and it's obviously a bad habit

I'm open, im wide open
im a demand, when you're a queen and
i can't take this. i can't help it
i know you more than this, just not tonight
i love you, but not today. maybe when the sun goes down and we sing

hey hey. oh no. i can't take this for show
and tell. So I'll find something new. that i
can have good aim and shoot at. and be a
disaster in waiting, im faster and hating it
but you weren't any hotter than hell in this room

Don't buckle up for safety, cause you know
that's all the reason they fed us this shit. and i know
im waiting. but im not deliberating anymore. im just seeing
you in the mirror above me, and fists at my feet

im a good guesser, and i study you more than anything else
but i still fail,. and i can't help it. reverse my mail, and send it back to my love

emotionally unstable , but only temporary.

guess what? i don't even care anymore
i never wanted you, so i rented you out
and never sent you back. you tried
to escape, but you forgot to remember
my ways. you aren't sneaky and you
sure as hell aren't smart. i know your
eyes usually tell it all, but this time
it's your heart.

stationary, stationery.

Sure, why not?

you took the blame, cuz it's the only thing you wanted from me.tattooed tears &+ a teardrop kiss. do you really want that? or are you too close to be underneath of me &+ my skin tight denim?

the past is past. and the present is present.
take back you what you said, cause you know you never meant it

Thnks A lt.

remember what i told you from the start
and bury it down to the bottom of your heart
so i can have some distraction when they ask
me what i want to take out. and im ready for this
constitution. because im a long gone winner
with a bad attitude for silence.
im such a sucker for a sucker
and a lover for a lover.
i hate you and your bloodshot eyes
but think back to who cause that.
and then sing it loud and clear.

Thnks A lt.

remember what i told you from the start
and bury it down to the bottom of your heart
so i can have some distraction when they ask
me what i want to take out. and im ready for this
constitution. because im a long gone winner
with a bad attitude over silence.

Thnks A lt.

remember what i told you from the start
and bury it down to the bottom of your heart
so i can have some distraction when they ask
me what i want to take out. and im ready for this
constitution. because im a long gone winner
with a bad attitude over silence.

Thnks A lt.

remember what i told you from the start
and bury it down to the bottom of your heart
so i can have some distraction when they ask
me what i want to take out. and im ready for this
constitution. because im a long gone winner
with a bad attitude over silence.

we made the heart

we made the part

where you choke till you die

nevermind, i lost my lines

"parter let me up grade you, audemer piguet you. switch ya neckties to purple labels."

let me see your moves

the world is coming to an end, and quite honestly, im not ready but im packing my bags for good.

and if this gets you any closer

i swear to god i'll shoot my doldrums.

hooray to my boldness

i've seen worse, i've seen better.but nothing like this im not the only one,only one that's scared of a diss.but im still listening, though it had probably no use i've tied this tight each night; it's never been so loose.

try me, show me, beat me. take me back downtown i can tell you right now. that you were right all along. but i won't let you get away with it that easy. so tomorrow, 2 till the time when we all die, we'll sing a song.

im a lost soul, but i found it myself. i just lost it again, and i've been here on this shelf. you're not a pretty girl,i don't know what they told you. but i know what i said,so i guess i kept my word.

try me, get me,fight me. im not waiting for this night to come im just waiting for it to go along with you and your wishes. my genie is too high tobecome a part of me. i've been there buti haven't for a while, so im clueless

" everyone loves an underdog " =]

You know you are hot, so just take off your clothes and relax in antarctica with me for the next three weeks until we recover or just die.

i sprinkle our blood to mark our way, and it sunk deep within. so we're deep and in.

im sick of these lies underneath your fingernails.
i already saw the marks you left, now all i have to
do is feel them. and that's the easiest part.
i just saved you for last

checkhearts

"so long live the car crash heart". hell, i love this song. xx

..im themonster in your bed, cause i got too scared underneath.
your pillow only had strikes for as much as we can hold together.
but i won't say what, just with what. and that's all i was asked to share,
but im sure by tomorrow you'll be missing me tonight.

"we do it in the dark. with smiles on our faces.
we're dropped and well concealed in secret places."

"people will dissect us till this doesn't mean a thing anymore.
don't pretend you ever forgot about me.
wouldn't you rather be a widow...? "

XYZ

lydia, this will only take a second. to be me, your pardon

get a grip, LA, los angeles, get a gripthat's all im saying,on my lonely night.
with my tight jeans and your white eyes.
im not shaky, im just too disgusted to know it.

raise your value to my neck.
no chest can go back , except for bent racks.
can i have some heart with that bend?
you're only grabbing my opponent, and im
glad you came. roll out multicolored carpet,
i'd feel so welcome to stay

squash my moneyballs, along with my houses
and im all the way on the corner-jailcell
and im on the corner.
misery needs company, and a ton from me.

you're a kid, im you're kid,. we're all kids
but im not sure what kind you are.
the bigger, the better. the badder, the bitter
serve your time, and i'll belong to mine

i'll drag you up the wall just to find my way
and i gave you your pity chorus, and i can't sing
to pray or to get laid.

im sure im crazy, but you surely agree
i can't stand for people, and i most definitely willNOT sit for you.

Continously disorganized
and a five-crime for sore eyes
and im better with a melody.
fallen sticks won't break my fix
but surely will be ahead of me
i dont wanna go if you say
that i should stay. but if you
stay, i'd consider in going. for
privacy reasons. and none further.
so im hurting you more than i
ever have imagined, so tell me this one
question. why did you sing me a song about jazz?

you don't have to run. all i wanted to be was
your breathe of life. so technically, in darkness. you
can't see my claws. because you won't see my eyes. so back
down to the floor, and i'll shoot you four times more