I'm trying to get you inside

i can't see nothing but you
it's like you're not here
i think i can speak now
i feel like staying
i don't think im coming home.
can you believe in me?
you know you know me.
i'll show you showtime

it's like you don't want me. like i can't
find your house. it seems to me as you
want nothing but digits. and i just dont
dig it. can you show me a sign drifting
over me?

i need a fix. not with a sugarcoat
just get wideopen, so i can show you one more hit
no promises, or premises just please get me through this.
i don't think i can breathe until you seek me through
i can see through your houselies and i'm over and over and over
it's just like a dream. it's just like a scene in a movie i've never seen

it's so unclear, yet so obvious i don't see you anywhere
else i can't do this alone i'm not here with her you know i'm
just a kid i can't do this alone, get me out of this place do you
know what i mean when i say "i love you" , in a dream
i'm not done completely, i'm just taking a rest.
it's for the best, and it's time to nest and to mest.

I gave you everything, and never asked for anything.

Crying makes life seem longer so I fake it with a smile.
it always seems to work until somebody like you comes along.
and you make it seem so different. I can never tell if that's a
good or bad thing. but i know with you here, anything could happen.

you shake my world in your palms
and i never feel too sick.
you lift me up higher than i've ever been
and i never feel scared.
it must be the y in you that makes me wonder.

i'm gonna move on from that, and onto you
this wing can't be broken with you here now can it?
goodbye isn't in our vocabulary, so i guess i'll see
you later in the night. i'm surprised you haven't said
anything about my wish-she-weres.

you took my wings and didn't completely fix them, but you did enough
and i never feel too nervous.
you made my eyes look better than yours.
and i never bragged about it.
I wish i could say I love you, but I'm not sure you're ready;;
not any more than I thought I was.

" just walk away ...... "

broken hearts, and frozen parts.

You've only built me up.
You've made me stronger in my hands and in my heart.
You wouldn't know what it's like from the start; you weren't there.
Never say never, I just said it twice.
Third time is the charm. I never loved you.

I hope I'm in his eyes when you look at him.
I hope my eyes are in his shadows when you sleep him.
paint yourself away, I hope you
cry when you kiss him. They all come to me at the time
I need them the most. The melodies are so hip.

Blue plus yellow is green
Me plus you equals nothing
to believe. your lies help me
realize i'm not the one to blame.
and that you aren't worth it.

You are the spark of my day, so now I'll burn you away.

NEVER AGAIN....

You can hear it in my voice
You can see it in my eyes
Do you care? I honestly doubt it
I'm done with you, drop all the lies.
It was never about me, and it never will be.
I thought I knew you, but now I don't want to get to know you because...

I don't know you
I don't want to
I don't need to
I don't love you
I don't fight for you
I won't cry for you.
It's all or something,
fall for something.

I don't believe you, so don't tell me anything more
I can't explain anything to you because you're unexplainable
You've lied, and lied. and I've tried, and eventually lied.
but this is not about me, and it never was.
it's about you, and now it's all about him.

I don't know you
I don't want to
I don't need to
I don't love you
I don't fight for you
I won't cry for you.
It's all or something,
fall for something.

Don't try to tell me anything new.
tell him all your lies over again
i'm not regretting this, i'm excited
that you've moved on to somebody
below me and above you. you two
look so pathetic. and i'm so happy
that you aren't really mine.because
you don't think things through.

Incisors reversed

You're a great sport to play with friends
after make-out session #3